Self-pity

October 28, 2006 – 1:19 am

I think… I have wasted two years of my life. I think, I was meant to find something more. ‘What is most important to you.’ Or, I intended to, by coming to Japan. Instead, I met many people, had fun, perhaps fell in love, just a little… but not what I came to Japan to find.

I wanted to find what I needed most. Instead, I found something which ate me and didn’t let me go. Fool I am.

I’ve turned 30. What do I have?! At 25 I was brilliant. At 30, I have regressed. I would cry, if only tears were enough. But they are not, so I wallow in dry self-pity. Fool.

Why why why?! I don’t understand. But that is the way it is.

I should have paid more attention to Negotiation 101. Seems I never get what I really want.

Fool.

Strawberry Panic 21

October 28, 2006 – 12:58 am

Halfway through ep21..

Screw Yaya!!! Miyuki all the way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

God, Miyuki rocks. Absolutely.

Actually I thought she was freakin’ awesome back in the play ep, when she disected the Student Council politics shit in one swipe. God, this girl is incredible.

Yet, she’s the most tragic character. In love with Shizuma, so much so she is utterly self-sacrificial.

Brilliant, beautiful, tragic, flawed, doomed. Amazing.

Strawberry Panic 14

October 21, 2006 – 9:50 pm

Um…. so.

Who knew summer vacation could be so yuri-conducive? In ep 13, everything kinda hit the fan.

Didn’t much care for Amane and Hikari. Raised an eyebrow when Shizuma made her move on Nagisa (and two eyebrows when they hit first base, in the pool no less, and moved a jaw when Shizuma started working her way down Nagisa’s, um, chest). But damn, it was when Yaya-chan grabbed Hikari that I went, “Holy sh!t I can’t believe she finally did it!!”

Then in ep 14, I was completely floored when ye ol’ flashback showed that Yaya-chan not only sprinted for first, she made a dive a for second too. Unfortunately, she got royally booted off by Hikari.

Noooo!!!!

But, of course, totally to be expected. Man, Yaya-chan gets no justice. She even had a stare-down with Amane! Guts girl! You rule!! Too bad it’s awfully clear Hikari is meant to be with Amane. God, all that foreshadowing in the previous parts, hinting Hikari knew of Yaya’s feelings and wasn’t exactly comfortable… Geh. Life sucks.

I have to vote for Yaya-chan just because she’s in the school of tall, dark ‘n’ long, and spitfire. So sue me, my first anime chara obsession was Hino Rei. God, the hair…

Nagisa is soooooooooo clueless! I don’t get it!! Obviously she wasn’t terribly unhappy with Shizuma lessons in yurification, but then she’s like, “Tamao-chan, the ribbon will keep us together!” type thingy… Dude, are you just blind? And Tamao-chan, this girl is frickin’ scary coz any sane human being woulda gone postal by now. I think Tamao-chan needs to execute on Nagisa because otherwise she’d go down in history as most screwed over female yuri anime character (most screwed over yuri anime character because Souma, of course).

WTF. Kenjou and Momomi FTW!!

Strawberry Panic – quick rave

October 19, 2006 – 9:49 pm

I just finished watching Strawberry Panic ep 8.

Oh my god, this show is soooooooo cute!!

I saw the first ep way long ago, when it first came out. Heck, I had to, it was billed at the yuri show of the year, borrowing shamelessly from Marimite and a gaggle of other works. Mediaworks at their plagaristic best, ya know?

First ep = some oneesama girl like practically assaulting some kohai girl.

Okay, pass. Neither character appealed, and I only go for shows where I like the characters, or the plot or atmosphere is extremely good, such as in GitS.

But last week, I went to London on vacation and suddenly found myself with time to kill. Like, I’m not working frickin’ 80-90 hour weeks anymore. And on blogsuki people were raving about the ending to Stopa… I had to see it.

And so I did. Up till ep 6. It was hard going. I found it boring. I don’t like Nagisa. I keep getting her mixed up with Shizuma (coz Nagisa just sounds like such a seme name) and I don’t care for Nagisa and I think Tamao is kinda freaky…

But… I figured, what the hey. Coz I have time to kill and 50 billion people worship Yaya so there’s gotta be something about this show, right?

Yeah… I watched ep 7 on the plane. Back from London. Feeling miserable that I had left a bunch of good friends for Hell On Earth.

Ep 7 is the one with the psycho duo from Spica. And suddenly, SP wasn’t so innocently anymore. Almost kisses my @ss, those two Spica girls are like… … … ahem, excuse while I wipe my fogged glasses. Holy shit, this is not something you watch out of the safe confine of your room, girls. This is pretty damn hardcore.

Um. I thought it was pretty frickin’ awesome :D

Geh, so sue me, I’m a dirty ol’ anime fan.

Excuse me. “A bee always goes for honey.” Dude, those girls are underaged and highly dangerous. And all that weird ass psycho ‘I’m so awesome’ shit when trying to practically rape some 14 year old? Um… yeah. Needless to say I had to see more of this show ^^;;;;;;;

Okay I’m a sicko. Actually no. I was very much disturbed by that scene with Kaname. Kaname should be like neutralized. And nuetured. Yah. And icky as Akio, and that’s saying a lot.

But hey, that brings us to ep 8. Which is the cutest ep in the world. Who knew a lost umbrella would be sooooo cute?! Absolutely awesome. And I hate ‘cute’.

So, I guess I’ll be stickin’ with this one all the way. Even if I don’t give much more than a rat’s behind for Nagisa and Shizuma. Go Yaya! I know you’ll get shafted in the end because you have that aura of tragedy, but dammit… dammit! Go Yaya!! But, I also like Hikari. And Amane. Dammit! Threesome!

Excuse me, I’m high on jetlag.

Shiny Happy People

August 29, 2006 – 2:20 am

I finished a book, a few days ago, in which the heroine had a vision of herself in the future, where her brother and sister had married and left, and she was left alone to care for her mother grown old… and she had nothing but her oppressive duty.

It scared the heroine, and it scared me too. For she saw very clearly her bleak, empty life, the result of despair and complete withdrawal after seeing her love marry someone else. She saw no escape, no way to touch what she wanted. What she saw, could easily be my future too.

What would it be, if I never found “the one”?

I’m tired. I’m sick of repeating the hurt. I hate hating myself for not being able to get what I want. I’m just sad and jealous and upset and depressed and a host of other really negative mental states, and I have a frickin’ huge proposal in a tight deadline looming with 2 people to direct, and here I am spewing my guts when I should be hammering out the concept for the ultimate real estate search engine slash portal in Japan… and I just can’t get you out of my head.

And to think, a week ago I was high on endorphines. Ahhh, fuck love, I should just start running 10 klicks again.

Summer of ’06

August 20, 2006 – 3:10 pm

Last night I sat on a grassy bank of the Tamagawa River, surrounded by good friends and beer and food, watching brilliant fireworks light up the night sky. The breeze was cool, and our little spot was spacious, and we all gasped and cheered appropriately with each ingeniuous creation.

The week before I was in Tokushima, deep in the drunken revelry of that festival of fools’ festivals, Awaodori. The night as a loud, clashing dream, jostling with all sorts of people, dancing in front of the spectators, watching in awe as men pounded huge taiko drums while their fellow troupe members flung about in perfect syncronization.

And during the day, trips and chats and food and laundry – because, you know, the happi get really nasty with sweat and dirt and five different types of spilt alcohol.

Returning back to Tokyo, stopping in Osaka, riding the supremely crowded bullet train crammed in the deck between cars, visiting the Ramen Museum in Shin Yokohama…

It was a good summer. Even the deep blue funk, of self-pity and irrational jealousy, on that last day, as I sat on the grass in the park while the members of our troupe straggled in, and the alchohol high had worn off… even that I managed to shake off the next day.

It’s nearly over, this summer. Last night, sitting on the grass, feeling the wind, giddy on a crush… feels like I’m 20 again and summer is calling.

300th concert

July 31, 2006 – 10:33 am

So ended my summer, on 7/30, with Hekiru’s 300th concert.

I did not expect Nani mo dekinakute.
I certainly did not expect Hekiru to cry.

300th, come and gone. But the rainy season is over, and the sun is bright.
So perhaps, summer has just begun.

Thank you for all the memories, and look forward to new ones.

Yoruichi and Soi Fong!

July 3, 2006 – 2:05 am

Still don’t care much for Bleach, but this video is pretty cool. YouTube is a godsend.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=48qryJku1Zw

Now someone needs to start taping old video games, heheh.

HEKIRU SHIINA SUMMER TOUR 2006 ~Power Of Love~ (7/1 Sendai)

July 2, 2006 – 5:30 pm

Song List (Japanese)
01.届けたい想い
02.Clear Sky
03.ガンバレ!
04.旅立ちの唄
05.電撃ジャップ
~MC~
06.Phoenix
07.幻想の雪
08.ファンタジア
09.Reborn ~女は生まれ変わる~
~MC~
10.Eternal Circle(未発表曲)
11.Driving to summer(未発表曲)
~MC~
12.私の未来
~インスト(衣装替え)~
13.Power Of Love
14.Jumping Slash
15.One
16.スタンバイ!
17.Go Wake Up
18.ロックンロール・ラヴレター

<Encore>
19.MOTTOスイーツ
20.風が吹く丘
21.Graduater
22.抱きしめて

Song List (English)
1. Todoketai omoi
2. Clear Sky
3. Ganbare
4. Tabitachi no uta
5. Dengeki Jap
~MC~
6. Phoenix
7. Gensou no yuki
8. Fantasia
~Instrumental + Costume Change~
9. Reborn ~onna ha umarekawaru~
~MC~
10. Eternal Circle (new song)
11. Driving to Summer (new song)
~MC~
12. Watashi no mirai
~Instrumental + Costume Change~
13. Power Of Love
14. Jumping Slash
15. One
16. Standby!
17. Go Wake Up
18. Rock ‘n’ Roll Love Letter
Encore
19. Motto Sweets
20. Kaze ga fuku oka
21. Graduater
22. Dakishimete

Costumes
Hair was long, past waist, very layered, colored light brown
1) Red plaid style coat with no sleeves, going to about the knee. Under was long-sleeved white blouse. Brown pants slightly below the knee (worn a couple tours ago).
2) Fitting long-sleeved white blouse, ending at the waist right where it touches a knee-length white skirt. Still have the brown pants.
3) Loose yellow satin-type blouse, boat-neck style, long sleeves which are collected but white lace just below the elbow but then flare out. Blouse ended at waist, tied to one side with ribbons that collect the waist. Short blue skirt below, made up overlapping layers. Brown pants underneath.
Encore) White Power of Love T-shirt, loose pink satin-like pants that looked like jogging pants with a stripe down the slide, loosely buckled decorative belt.
Shoes where her thick-heel whitish sneakers which she has worn many times before.

Report
It’s been 4 years since I’ve been back to Sendai. Took the 9:22 Shinkansen up, the 21:26 back to Tokyo, so I was there slightly more than half a day, heh.

The concert was at Zepp Tokyo, which is right next to Sendai Station. It started at 17:35 and ended at 19:55, so slightly under two and a half hours.

The concert opened with nobody on stage, heavy pulsing music and green lights overhead (which is a new effect). Then the band members came out, and finally Hekiru. The music ended and the band started up on Todoketai omoi, a big surprise. The song was slighly rearranged, but warm and soft. Hekiru seemed a bit nervous, but that was probably a combination of exhaustion (apparently she and the band had been rehearsal for 5 days, and even before that she was so busy she had no time to sleep) and nerves about whether the band would be up to speed. The song ended with a slight rearranged ending, moving into Clear Sky which got the audience together waving and Hekiru looking a bit more relax, then Ganbare which kept the feel good mood. Hekiru had the audience sing parts of the chorus.

Then suddenly it was Tabitachi no uta, a fast-paced song which demands you to punch the air and whatnot. Honestly, I don’t like this song, and it was a big shift in pacing from Ganbare, so it was quite jarring. Going into Dengeki Jap was another shock, because this is one of the superfast songs I love, and I wasn’t in the right frame of mind to go ballistic like I normally do. Felt it was a bit of a waste to have these two here. Hekiru did her best by moving around during Dengeki, but the audience was rather subdued.

During the MC, she introduced herself, then said she would ask two band members to speak. She picked Jake first, calling him Saito-san as a running joke from the last tour, and asked him what memories he had of Sendai. He said he had fresh hoya, a food which is quite difficult to obtain. Hekiru didn’t know what hoya was (most people don’t, it’s weird sea creature served as a drinking accompaniment) and time was taken to explain how it looked like a knobbly tetrapod. Hekiru said she would never eat it, it sounded too weird. Then she said, oh no, we spent too much time talking about tetrapods! And moved on to Kimura Ken, whom she called Kimura-san. Ken, who grew up near Sendai, said his memories are of skipping school and hanging out in a cafe from 8am till 4pm on one cup of coffee every day, having no clue for six months that the owner was pissed and trying to get rid of him.

The MC ended and the band started up. This is where I got my massive shock and delight for the night… Phoenix! Oh my god, the only time Hekiru sang this was in summer of 97, it’s a great song and Hekiru loves it too, but somehow it’s never been sung since and after 8 years of after for it each tour questionnaire, I’d given up. So when the intro started, it was all I could do to stop from running up and down the aisles singing hallelujah. Instead I settled for a massive shit-eating grin plastered on my face and singing like there was no tomorrow. The people around seemed to feel the same, as this was the part of the concert when they actually vocalized some calls and whistles of appreciation. The arrangement of the song wasn’t that different, but different fuller and more edged due to the twin guitars. Hekiru’s moves were quite jerky, and the part in ’97 when she puts her palm on her midriff and moves her hips, became just the palm on the midriff and then some random movements. I think she was pretty uncertain here too.

Phoenix rolled into Gensou no yuki, and suddenly I was like, shit I love this song too! And it was frustrating because suddenly I didn’t know whether to listen or to headbang or to shout or what… I was just too adrenalized! Anyway, I discovered that I couldn’t headbang to it – the pace was too fast and I had sprained one side of my neck at Dengeki Jap, pathetic I know. Next was Fantasia, and this was good. I didn’t like it before on CD, and not at last year’s winter tour either, but my iTunes had the Power of Love single running into Reverence, so… one gets used to it. I just don’t like the uppity chorus.

Then Hekiru left the stage as the band continued to play the ending of Fantasia. When she returned she was in white, and the keyboards played a slow intro, to which Hekiru soon added the opening vocals of Reborn. Then the band struck up in full, and here again I was pleasantly surprised at how good it sounded. I like Reborn better than Power of Love, because of its minor key, and on the CD it’s got a pretty good oomph. But live, it’s a different order of magnitude. The sound blew me away, it was really really intense, especially on the chorus. I loved the stage and atmosphere too. The lighting was red, and Hekiru had a serious look on her face, such that I couldn’t help but draw a parallel to Kaze no yukue. I think I may like this song live almost as much. Which means that it’ll probably never be sung again, as it’s not one of those jumping shouting genki songs. I think it was at the end of this song that she bowed deeply, which is surprising because she usually does it only at ballads or when she leaves the stage. I wonder if it meant something…?

Then the lights came on and Hekiru had a few words for the MC. “Hello, Reborn from my new single got it’s first live performance in Sendai.”

People shouted that it was good, then she seemed a bit flustered, before saying, “Sorry, my songs are all fast.”

“That’s okay! We keeping up!”

“No it’s not, because I’m the one dying!” shot back Hekiru.

Hmm, I think I like this Hekiru who speaks her mind, but it’s also cause for concern as she’s been mentioning the physical strain more and more.

Anyway, she continued and said, “Well, I sang a mix of old songs and new. I was a bit nervous wondering if people would recognize them, but it looks like you guys did.” Then she said she had more new songs. Two songs in fact, which she had been recording just before the rehearsals. She hoped that people would like the songs, because the release depended on their reaction. “Anyway, listen to this: Eternal Circle.”

Then Hekiru sang the two new songs in a row. The first was an uppity Hekiru song. I wasn’t impressed. Halfway through, Hekiru forgot the lyrics and she looks so cute when she winced and put her head in her hand in embarassment, before soldiering on. The second was a bit funky… I dunno how to describe it but it was good! I reallly liked this song a lot. Hekiru had nice moves, and she seemed to be trying very hard. I wonder if she wrote the lyrics to this one, it seems Hekiru’ish. During the chorus, the band started gathering around the drums and doing some really whacked out dance steps. I couldn’t help laughing. It wasn’t a genki song or anything, more serious, but for some reason the whole setup felt good.

After the song ended, Hekiru reintroduced them. The second one was called Driving to Summer and in fact the band had been practicing while she was still working on the recording itself. It hadn’t gone to trackdown yet, so she added that she had no idea if it would still sound the same when it got released. If it got released at all. (Yes, this line did come off as bleak as it looks.) To everyone’s reaction, Hekiru did add that at the earliest it would be at the end of the year, and at the latest, “A long time away”.

She also chatted a bit about how she was working during Japan’s match with Brazil, saying that she did wear the uniform in support. Kine Naoto had bought blue uniforms for the Hidamari team, and gave Hekiru a child-sized 130cm shirt, which fit perfectly.

Then she said she would sing another old song, a sad song, and began Watashi no mirai. This began as an acoustic but the entire band joined in full. I like this song a lot, but to be honest, it was really quite depressing after the conversation about professional troubles and stuff. Hekiru also made a mistake with the lyrics at the first verse, which also broke the mood of the song. I was pretty blue at this point.

Anyway, she left the stage at the end of the song while the band continued to play. She then reappeared to Power of Love, in a new outfit and one of the best in recent years, IMHO. It was tasteful, elegant, and looked wonderful on Hekiru. Well, the gorgeous satin blouse and perfectly matching shade of blue skirt anyway. The brown pants really have to go. They were terrible for the second outfit, completely detracting from the otherwise serene image of Hekiru in demure white. Here, they were just out of place. Perhaps long black pants would have been better. The song itself I honestly don’t remember much, I was too busy admiring the view ^_^ . However, this time it was a good way to kick off the final arc of the concert, as opposed to using invisible after Zutto… I guess the staff took to heart the complaints from fans about launching into harsh metal after a solemn ballad.

I’m skipping the next few songs because they are pretty much the same as before. The only thing that surprised me was how much I’m coming to enjoy Standby, which I seriously despised when it was first released. There’s something to be said for a song that has the whole hall bonded together, something which gets rarer with each passing year. Case in point, Go Wake Up!!, for which I was estatic, was horribly scattered. Not the peformance, but the reaction. I remember all the hands fisting the air like no tomorrow, the roar of voices and flying sweat and being drunk on the oneness of it all. This time, the crowd was quiet, a smattering of people jumped, and the rest flat. I was one of the jumpers, but without the heat, power and joy from the crowd, even I felt foolish for displaying enthusiasm. It was saddening, and perhaps sobering. That time is gone, replaced by other songs and other fans and other ways.

As can be seen from the difference when RnRLL came on, or the encore songs. Suddenly everyone knew what to do (I say this with some irony) and Hekiru looks more confident, less hesitant and lost. You could tell she was trying her best to get the crowd going, but with the first day, new songs, uncertain old ones, small Sendai crowd, it was perhaps too much to expect of even Hekiru’s best efforts. It was, but for a few fan favourites, a lacklustre response. And even more frustrating, several songs such as RnRLL had rearranged endings to help draw out the crowd, but the actual effect was the opposite as suddenly even one just stopped and didn’t quite know how to react when the expected sounds didn’t come.

All this was all the more painful, knowing that it was nobody’s fault, that the songs were good and Hekiru tried and the crowd wasn’t negative per se. It was just an inablity for the two to meet.

Anyway, I’ve gone off track. I didn’t intend to write the report this way, but the more I think about it, the more frustrated I feel. I thought that this was a much more balanced production than the previous tour, yet the audience reacts so much better to just straightforward slam-bang songs. Not that I hate those songs – I honestly had great fun during the encore just listening and singing (well, except for Motto Sweets which I feel should have been retired three tours ago). I’m just sad that it seems these are the only songs that matter. I enjoyed other, more serious, songs so much more, but I can’t help but wonder how Hekiru feels looking at an audience which doesn’t really react. I know there is no need to jump and move for each and every song – in fact for the songs I really like I don’t even headbang, I listen and watch and feel the music wash through me – but when other people do it, I can’t help but wonder if they are bored. And if I wonder, then probably so would those on stage.

All this makes it seem as if I had a horrible time. That’s not true. I enjoyed the live very much, and I can’t wait for the next, and I really want there to be 20 next’s… It’s not like I wanted to taste the concerts of old, or anything. Perhaps I’m simply too anxious for Hekiru’s situation, which I feel powerless to make a difference, and Hekiru feels quite the same too.

Power of Love – but not quite enough, not when business gets involved.

Have bike, will travel

June 25, 2006 – 6:26 pm

Out the door, down the road, past the trees of Yotsuya, through the infernal snarl of Shibuya and gliding down 246 to Tamagawa – finally arriving at the Seikado Museum to see the exbihit of Japanese swords.

My first time seeing a real masterpiece. Steel crafted with so much devotion, loved by the samurai on whom it had be bequeathed, and probably carrying the invisible stain of who knows how many lives, red blood drawn for the sake of honour. Terribly beautiful. My hands itch to hold one…

Sometimes you wonder why you like the things you do. Perhaps I, who have bizarre fascinations, am but a reflection of indiscipline, for is it not the act of societal integration that which beats the unusual out of us?

And so the weekend ends, again.

Soi Fong and Yoruichi

June 24, 2006 – 10:55 pm

From Bleach. Haven’t seen much Bleach but got taken by these two. They’re cool, and there’s angst too.

Also awesome Thunder Force III music, and Japanese swords at the Seikado Museum.

Hmm, need to get a life.

Elemental Master – Technosoft

June 21, 2006 – 1:02 am

Just got my hands on the soundtrack to Elemental Master, a very old Sega Megadrive game by the gods of good ol’ 16 bit shoot’em ups, Technosoft.

My brother and I loved this game. It was a vertical shooter, but instead of a ship you controlled some dude who had control over the elements (duh) and thus could fire various projectiles. Each stage you beat, you got a power and a new projectile in your repetoire. After the first stage, you also got a killer homing fairy, heh.

There were 3 absolutely cool things about Elemental Master. First, you could pick your stages, which in effect meant you were fashioning your strategy to beating the game – your elemental abilities determine how you could beat that stage. Next the stages themselves were really imaginative landscapes which presented some mental challenges given the shooting nature of the game itself. Last, the music was freakin’ awesome.

I’m listening to it now, and it’s still awesome over 15 years later. These dudes had talent. I can’t describe how excited I am to finally hear it as it sounded on the Megadrive, as opposed to the shitty squeaks from the gym emulator… bleh.

My favourites are
Like the Wind
Until the End of the Earth
Blood-Stained Lake
Terror of the Glacier

and the “Fatima” track… hehehe… Actually I love them all.

This was an awesome game. The ending was cool too. Every kid should experience the joy of this game! Where are these Technosoft guys now? *sigh*

Another ramble

May 14, 2006 – 12:53 am

Another one of those days, when you feel kinda pissed at the world in general, or just frustated.

A friend came to visit, during Golden Week. It was great, being able to talk to someone on a different level. Work worries, life worries, whatever. You know, when you are thinking what the hell you should do or you’re just terribly insecure about you purpose in life… And you dunno if you’re any good at all. Especially when people say you are.

Goddammit, I want someone to talk to about work and life and whatnot. It’s not there at work. I like the people, but while it’s fun, it’s somewhat shallow. Of course, most Japanese people don’t really pour out angst, if anything it’s more like bitching about work, which is safer.

What does it say, if Motoko from GitS SAC is my current hero?

Ah, fuck it, Hekiru live coming up in less than a week. Another way to drown my sorrows, yeah?

Run or stay, what to do?

Shiina Hekiru Tour 2006 – Zepp Nagoya 4/30 (followup)

May 10, 2006 – 5:20 pm

When I look back, these are the things I will remember about this live.

1) The applause at that first MC, which started politely, seemed to taper down, then swelled and wouldn’t stop, kept going as everyone clapped harder and harder and Hekiru looking suprised and happy at this unpredented outpouring of appreciation

2) Seeing Hekiru running around the stage during the encore, and feeling awfully envious, because I wanted to run around too!

3) The way she performed Color, where she put every single bit of energy into her gestures while looking like she was having the time of her life

4) The Doraemon guitar! And the helicopter made from chopsticks and a paper cup!

And more… The way Hekiru looked at the audience, so carefully and deliberately, so that for 5 seconds you felt that she was singing to you and you alone… The way she gave that shout at the end of one of the songs… How the audience sang for her when she forgot the words to Kaze ga Fuku Oka, and all the stupid puns and great lines.

This was a really special live. Don’t want to ever forgot…

Shiina Hekiru Tour 2006 – Zepp Nagoya 4/30

May 2, 2006 – 9:04 pm

If I had any doubts as to Hekiru’s dedication to and talent for performance, they were blown away, literally, by the incredible effort she displayed on Sunday.

If I had forgotten why I was so swept away that first time I saw her, that sheer willpower and sense of duty brought back all the old memories.

If I ever wondered why on earth I’m still sticking to this person after more than eight years, hell, now I don’t have to :P

Nagoya was Hekiru at her finest. I was very impressed by Osaka, but this was amazing. Plenty of movement, deliberate effort to make eye contact with the crowd, planning for the talk and very little loss of rhythm despite the strenous lineup. I mean, this girl was like the Energizer Bunny! Running on jet fuel…

You know what the kicker was for me? During the encore, when Hekiru was running all over the stage, I was suddenly hit by a surge of envy. ‘Dammit, I want to be up there in that space running around too!’ Now that, dudes, is really getting into the swing of things!

More later.