Nothing is worth this…
I think it’s finally making it’s way into my thick skull… Nothing is worth destroying your body and sacrificing your psychological well-being, certainly not even for love, and definitely not for a job. And it doesn’t matter how much you like the work or the people, it’s just not worth it, because right now I know that I will look back on this time and hate myself for the mess I’ve let my life slide into.
I think it’s time to set some priorities. The really simple ones that destress, right away, plus the slightly bigger ones that mean your quality of life goes up.
I think the bike is a good start. The shelves made me feel good too. Next up is giving my room a good clean, perhaps this Sunday. Then say, I will go home by midnight, unless it’s a real true blue emergency. This means I shall have to be far more efficient and disciplined with my time, which is a good skill to learn anyway.
Last, throw in meditation when I get home, and stress-relief exercise everyday. Perhaps that will stop me from either killing myself, or somebody else, out of sheer frustration.
2 Responses to “Nothing is worth this…”
Nine out of ten Dutch bunnies approve of this plan.
By Nijntje on Oct 12, 2005
Maybe some time off would be good too ;)
By kaei on Oct 14, 2005